Monday, August 31, 2009

6个女生

昨天到朋友新家拜访。
6个女生叽叽喳喳说个不停,
永远有说不完的话题。
HOUSEMANSHIP后,大家被派到不同的地方服务,很难相聚。
这次的聚会大家都抽空出席,很是感动。
期待下一次的聚会……

一个马来西亚


每年8/31都会起个清早观看现场直播国庆庆典。
今天是马来西亚52周年国庆。
活了28个年头,从来没有亲身体验国庆庆典现场的气氛,有点遗憾。
当NEGARAKU奏起,顿然肃然起敬。
回想起最后一次唱国歌的时候—INDUKSI,
以前每个公务员必定出席的课程。
那时候每天课程之前都必须唱国歌。
我可是很认真地唱。
倒是看不顺眼那些不认真唱国歌的人。

8/31对大家有什么意义?
我想很多人最快想到的应该是公共假期,不必上课上班。
我脑海出现的是国父在默迪卡体育馆高喊 “MERDEKA,MERDEKA……”
每年都会期许马来西亚可以更民主。
希望一个马来西亚的口号不会沦为一个口号。

一个马来西亚,以民为本,绩效为先。
1MALAYSIA, RAKYAT DIDAHULUKAN, PENCAPAIAN DIUTAMAKAN
1MALAYSIA, PEOPLE FIRST, PERFORMANCE NOW

马来西亚,52岁生日快乐。

Saturday, August 8, 2009

想哭

CLINIC有很多药用完了。
打了很多通电话,传了很多封简讯向朋友求救。
有的石沉大海,有的无能为力。
每次去医院,朋友都认为我是来借药,其实不然。
有时只是顺路探望他们,
有时是为了帮婆婆及妈妈拿药。
感到难过因为给人的印象竟然是如此糟糕。

在我以为求救无门时,收到他的简讯。
他愿意帮我,但因私人事情而请了假。
顿时有股想哭的冲动,是太感动了!
虽然他平时吊儿郎当,常开我玩笑,
但他每次都会帮我。

朋友,谢谢你!
朋友,多保重哦!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

A STRESSFUL PHARMACIST


Everything seems just out of reach.

Working in a health center is truly stressful.
Everything needs to be done by myself.
Screening,
Filling,
Dispensing,
Counseling,
Drug information,
Indenting medicines (Don't need to do now, because no money to indent),
Replying patients' complaints,
Now even worst, have to borrow medicines from other places.

Everyday I work 7.30am till 4.30pm, non-stop, would the patients appreciate my works??
Answer is no. They will just keep complaining.
Why the waiting time is so long?
Why only 1 month supply of medicines? (Now some medicines only supplied for 2 weeks)
Why need to take a number? Why don't you give me the medicines now?
Why need to tell my name, you are not study? You are stupid!

I felt very frustrated and anxious.
Patients keep nagging and picking on me.
I'm now under a major pressure.
I don't know how long I can hang on?
My clinic is short of many medicines.
Last Thursday I dared not opened my pharmacy at 7.30am.
1 medicine was totally out of stocked.
Even now, weekend, I'm worrying about my stocks.
I think my pharmacy need to be closed if I cannot borrow the medicines from other places in the next 2 weeks.
May be the patients will complain why the pharmacist not managing the stocks well?
Many things are out of my control.
My boss is controlling the budget very tight, RM640000 to be used for medicines and vaccines till end of the year.
RM640000, a big figure? NO!!
Priority is to buy vaccines.
The balance is to buy medicines for 8 clinics.
What to buy??
Need to cross my fingers tightly……